March 30th - we have been back from Africa for 2 1/2 months...
My heart is still there, it makes everyday tasks difficult to have your heart in one place and your body in another.
But I am learning to hear from God and to wait on Him.
I want to know my calling and I want to follow after God's Heart.
Psalm 62:1 (NLT) I wait quietly before God; For my victory comes from Him.
Waiting is not something I like to do, its hard. I am used to making things happen. Patience is also not something I practice. I know that it is one of the Spiritual Gifts we are given, but I have left that gift in the box and I don't even know how to get to it it. I am praying for the Holy Spirit to help me find it. Hey wait, that must be why I am having to wait on everything.... God is teaching me to use the gift he has already given me. I have to exercise this new muscle... I must go to a place where I can rest and feel the love of God. Selah.
God is sovereign and I can wait patiently because He has my best future all planned out. I will wait and pray.
